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Monday, May 7, 2012

Crack The Sky

Oh great lords of wisdom
Teach me what you've learnt
Make me another victim of
The bridges that you've burnt

Out of the rubble, out of the dirt
Come the saviours of my being
The dirt is washed off them
It's a miracle that I'm seeing

Momentary illusions of truth
Bewitch my mind's views
With experience I see clear
These illusions I refuse

In darkness I wandered
Condemned path and bewitched road
Until the epiphany fit to arise
The way back home it showed

Home remained not constant
Far ahead in time it went
At its doorstep I realised
How much time I'd spent

Through the dirt comes the miracle
Through the fire comes the home
The bridges in darkness perish
The land of wisdom free to roam

A new land thus created
With wisdom and the objects of love
No enemy follows, nor can he
And there is only the sky above

Tuesday, March 6, 2012

A Lifetime of Hope

Well-trained and bred from a high caste
The beast was born to be fast
His master looked at him with pride
Full of high hopes inside

Over the years he was prepared
And no expense was spared
He worked hard and shone amongst his peers
And struck many an enemy with instant fears

He started slowly and learnt the game
Gained success and rose to fame
The time came for the ultimate showdown
Where he longed to earn his rightful crown

Closely the race was fought
And many tickets were bought
Bets were placed here and there
And to him, none would compare

He did not win the race
And disappointment was writ on his face
He finished second best
No different from the rest

Well-trained and bred from a high caste
The beast was born to be fast
Different from the rest
He still finished second best. 

Saturday, December 10, 2011

Maya

I had a dream
A dream
Magical, beautiful
Perfect
A vision
A utopia
All that I wanted
My achievement, to be

Real
In my head
Real
In my world
I had to make it

Through the elements
Through the will
Through the door
And the windowsill

So I did
brick by brick
So I built
stick by stick

And at last
the castle of cards
stood on its own
the ace of spades
waiting to be placed

And then it was.

And so the phenomenal
was phenomenal no more
The dream
was dream no more

Reality, as it were
was thus like a dream
a utopia
Magical ,beautiful

I woke up
From reality 
And I realised
I was in a dream
The impossible utopia 
Achieved, had stolen
the magic
the beauty
the perfection

My dream was
All that it was
And so it was
a dream

So I regressed
Or did I
And I returned
Or did I reach
To reality as I knew it once
Or as I know it now 
And I thought
Home

And wiser now I hoped
for more
sweet dreams
And I wouldn't be deceived
A spade is a spade
And nacre is not silver
Not in my head
And not in my world

Friday, November 18, 2011

Playing God

Seer of visions, ascertain my guilt
By my hands the blood I've spilt
Condemn the future I will create
Then bless me with a clean slate 

 So I have written, so I will do
I will tempt fate and I will taunt you
These lives are mine to take
Will you shine forth for their sake

Chaos shall commence at my word 
Your command will go unheard
Unaffected by your countenance unseen
The slaughter shall rage on serene

You may mourn the loss of your creation
And I shall revel in the glory of mine
For I rule this world of nations
And you, only the kingdom divine







Saturday, October 1, 2011

The State of the Union


Controversy has struck the capital yet again as activist Anna Hazare was publicly arrested on the mere grounds that he broke the law. A shocked Anna said, “People who ignore the law to achieve their ends are not supposed to be arrested”; creating ripples in the media. “But isn’t that what your campaign was all about?” asked a visibly perplexed (more than usual) NDTV reporter. “Exactly”, replied Anna mysteriously.
Thousands gathered in protest in Connaught Place (Anna was being held at Civil Lines) , shouting slogans and waving banners. I saw a man energetically working a mob into a frenzy and asked him, “Do you think this will get Anna out of jail?”. He fixed me with a stare and asked me, “Anna is in jail?!”. I affirmed this news and walked on, reflecting on the state of the union.


The Diary of Anna Hazare
I walked into Tihar with a good deal of trepidation.  As I was being escorted to my cell, I tried bribing several officers but was pleasantly surprised when none of them took up my offer. Perhaps there is hope after all. I was greeted at my barred and walled destination by a man who has been a huge inspiration in my life, and a driving force behind my recent struggles. I could hardly believe my eyes – indeed, I wiped my glasses- that I was looking upon the one and only Suresh Kalmadi. That I was sharing a cell with him took a few minutes to sink in. After I settled in and pasted several pictures of food items on the wall, he finally spoke. Our conversation ran thus;


SK: So...Who are you ? 

AH: Ha, you obviously don’t have TV access like they claim you do.

SK: They make me watch Commonwealth Games reruns. You don’t look like an athlete... (He narrowed his eyes at me)

AH: My name is Anna Hazare (I adjusted my glasses stylishly)

At this point, a demented look really did come on to the man’s face. 

SK: 16 Annas make a Rupee. A thousand Annas then, are about 60 Rupees. I’m sure my accountant can make that look like Rs. 432 crores... 

AH: Sir, I am not a coin. And your corrupt ways are a disgrace to India. The west laughs at us ! It is the reason I shall fast unto death !

Loath as  I was to lose my cool, I still did not expect Kalmadi to laugh at my outburst in a paternal manner.
SK: My dear Anna, what is common between hygiene and corruption ? 

AH: What? I don’t see the connection... (And I wiped my glasses just to make sure)

SK: For someone who likes to fast, you’re kinda slow. The west, you see, have different standards of corruption

AH: Can I have a cup of tea please?

"Pulled Under at 2000 Metres a Second"

First it is the mind

Deceived by illusion

Then calmness you will find

Replaced with confusion

Honesty does not last long

Neither does ambition

The band plays a different song

Encouraged by the false vision

Habits are discarded

And old friends too

No secret remains guarded

And no defence true

Fortunes are lost

And pride is swallowed

At self-interest's cost

A blind lead is followed

Dead horses are beaten

In vain hope of progress

But bitter pills are eaten

And you settle for less

What once was may never be now

In view of all the above

And that indeed is how

One falls in love

Thursday, September 22, 2011

Gates of Rome

For years Gadicus had been the pillar of our strength. He had always managed to be the shining beacon of hop e, even in the direst circumstances of war, invasion and civil strife. By any standard, a man of his age should have put on a wig and sat down in the halls of the senate offering counsel to the young and powerful. But that wasn’t Gadicus. He had only disdain for the politically motivated senators who ran the nation, and still claimed to be the best swordsman on our side of the seas; which was probably true. Of course, no one had dared to challenge this claim for some time now. Not since his last adversary lost his sword, his arm, and eventually his life in a matter of a few minutes. Without exception, the aim of every young legionary was to be Gadicus. And the regret of every veteran was that he wasn’t. Many had feared that he would use his unparalleled influence and following to become a dictator. A fear that still exists, because he has never attempted to do anything of the sort. The few who know him well know that he has no interest in governance, only in protection. A distinct lack of passion for anything but our land made Gadicus the perfect guard for it.


We had never needed him more. Three decades ago he had made a name for himself by leading a charge that repelled the enemy forces on the eastern shores. Their King had always envisioned our island as his colony, and but for Gadicus he may have got it. Three decades hence , he had assembled a stronger force; a force brainwashed with what was now a genetic hatred for our people. They had arrived.


A weak senate made of men who would prostitute the empire for their own wealth had meant that we had delayed action till the very last moment. Only when the enemy was days away from attacking our prided city were legions told to prepare for battle. Underprepared and inadequately provided, the forces knew the odds were against them. But with better skilled warriors and knowledge of the lay of the land, we hoped our towers could still be standing by the end of this. Of course Gadicus and the legion he commanded were at the centre of this all. Many had vocally condemned Gadicus for not taking the initiative when he knew of the impending danger. Ironically most of this criticism came from those against whom the initiative would have to be taken. Plans had been laid out for an ambitious ambush by his legion, an integral cog in our defensive wheel.


There was no sign of mist, and not a cloud in the sky. The priests were right, the Gods had indeed chosen this day for a battle. The speed of mounting our defence had left us no time to think about what lay ahead, but now that the hour was at hand each man was painfully aware that death could be one accurate spear away. It felt surreal.


We hardly noticed the sequence before the bugle was sounded and we waited for the enemy to charge. Some shields held, some didn’t. Their first charge was greatly hampered by the barrage of arrows raining down on them, and consequently their second one was more formidable and better-shielded. We were holding our own for the moment but we all knew that we would lose the advantage in a matter of time. We were outnumbered and they had fresher men to replace in their frontlines. We did not.


The time was ripe for Gadicus to rout them. He knew that the element of surprise can win you battles. All our efforts were now channelled into holding them where they were so that his legion could flank them, leading to a rout.


Any man who’s fought for his city will tell you that this sort of wait feels like its lasted for an eternity. Knowing that the ambush was due now we gave one last spirited effort and did considerable damage. Now the setting was perfect for it.


More hacking. Any second now.


And finally amidst our silver armours and their black coats of mail we saw the fine men of Gadicus, and Gadicus himself looking as fierce as ever.


In black coats of mail.